So there are a number of things that scare me. Bugs, rollercoasters, the dark, if typical girls are scared of it, I probably am too. But the one thing that scares me the most is losing people. I’m really scared of deaths in the family or friends dying. I don’t know how to handle things like that, and I think I would pretty much break down and lose myself if something bad happened to my family. Although I’m not an extremely emotional person, I think I’m a fairly sensitive person when it comes to my family. I love them dearly and can’t imagine life without them. Whether it be my grandparents, cousins, aunts, uncles, or my parents (most especially my parents), I’m not sure how I would handle losing them. They’ve been such a huge part of my life growing up, and I go to my parents for every little thing. I grew up with my cousins, and they’re practically my siblings since I don’t have any real ones, so I love them a lot. My grandparents from both sides are all still alive, and I’m pretty close to them. I know they’re getting very old, and I dread the day that I have to say goodbye to them. Another fear, which is related to this one, is losing any of my relatives while I’m here in the States. That would mean not being able to go to their wake or seeing them, and it’ll be a lot more painful.
Till now, i haven't experienced of losing a family member, but i know it must be really really hurt when some one who is so close to you gone.
ReplyDeletelosing family is no fun. unfortunately everyone has to go through it as death is unavoidable
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